dav ecl pandaveswar

I was cleaning some old files suddenly I my eyes went to this photo beneath some scrap papers, Oh it filled my eyes. It is the photo when I was studying in class (V) at DAV PUBLIC SCHOOL ECL PANDAVESWAR.
I studied there only one year on the year 2003 and had to leave that school due to transfer of my dad. I had got a nice place, nice school nice enviornment there also my nice nice friends. When I leaved I lost everything from there.at that time I was kid only and It was so difficult to shift specially mentaly to another school which really distructed my studies.
 Those days were truly so memorable so charming, we were little kids a really golden memories of school days.Oh God please send me back to those days again for once :(  

Anyone if you have any photos of this school , if you like you can mail me to kumarkajal6@gmail.com
I am so happy because today is our love anniversary! it is our 1st anniversary. I had proposed to Dolon on 22nd November 2010 and she respond me on 23rd November 2010.  Thanks to God for gifting me such a lovable, daring, caretaker person to my life.and special thanks to my sweetheart DOLON
                                                i have no words to describe about dolon, what ever i would say , that will still be less.I was not having any hope for life, i was like a hopeless soul, I was like sinking in shadow, she came into my like just like a sudden thunder in a dark forest and lighten the whole forest. same came into my life and glowed my life.
"Dolon you have give me new world, a new hope, a new desire to live, you maked me learn to love and realized me what is love a new life to live and dream, you have given me more than love which worth more than anything in this world! I love you DOLON"
I am so lucky to have her as my everything. I am staying far apart from her but my soul always thinks about her like crazy!  Please God! i wanna be with her till the last breath of my life, never get her away from me, Please! 
"Oh God oh God
help me help me
exam is near exam is near
its scaring me
time is less
work is to do more
 oh God oh God help me help me!"

Do you know Why exam make me feel sick? i was playing "call of the duty" in my own world , suddenly i remember oh shit! exam is from next month and now feeling like dwelling soul, am confused what to study how to study how to maintain the time table? I am so a un punctual boy! when ever I sit with a book then I think it would be better to read the another subject, and then when I open the another book, again I think I am wasting my time on this crap subject! awe! I don't know how to make stable my non stop mp3 mind :)
any clue? help please
hi everyone? how is my little photos? I don't have any special camera, i took these with my cellphone Samsung champ 1.3 mp camera

The purple flower

O God send me back to those days again!

purple sky

water tank of our campus looks stunning at night

do love always win?

a new ray of sun gives me a new hope to live

Myself  a simple boy from a small village salboni (west Bengal). I like the tv show master chef India contest. Due to the burden of board examination I can’t watch the show daily.my English is so poor, but please try to understand.
Well I don’t know much about the foods because in this small village people generally don’t have much idea about special food, here kheer, monglai paratha,coconut sweets,puri , fish curry etc mean special dishes to we people which in generally use cook in festivals.  Me myself have not tasted more than pizza.
Well  Its on 26th January of last year , we were having a party at my friend’s house,  there I had tasted custard pie with fruits for the 1st time.  It was so yummy! that I had ever tasted,
& second its on teacher’s day, we saved some money after the teacher’s day party and we thought do eat something with the money and planned to buy KAJU. Then the girls of our class cooked “kaju curry” that I had tasted for the 1st time in my life. These are the only 2 dishes which were unique for me.
Thanking all

What I am?
Hey everyone! Its been a nice week, today we all have planned to bunk the school , because some of our teachers will be absent so today there will be no special classes. Well I think from last few days I got some intrest towards study J its because we have 1st preboard examinations from december and I got a bundle of preassure of studies over my head, I have to study and practices a lot specially the accountancy , economics and programming,
“Up and down
Nothing is up
Exams are near
So everything is down down and down”

I have wasted 12 years of my life and only two months left to prove best to my momma and dad.
Know what I am a great losser, I loose everything because of my disguisting activities.I don’t know how to manage every subjects in this short time to score some good marks, but I am trying my best that I can.But I don’t know what will happen if I fail? I will feel like to kill myself.

I am always been bad to my momma and dad for my stupid disguisting activities. I steal money, I behave rudely with them and many more.two years before I took admission in science stream, but due to my madness I left the school.i was getting nothing in physics and maths so I thought its better to leave science, perhaps if I may had a try again,
Also I went mad in love with someone.i was not aware that people can make use of someone’s kindness and affection, I was a damn mad a bloody stupid a worse than hell.I felt kind towards a girl who was suffering from brain tumor. She told she feels good to talk with me all the time.i thought she is in a great pain and it will be good to help her God will be happy.so without thinking anything like a damn fool I left my studies I left my entire career just to make her feel good and happy by talking with her whole day through sms, I also loose my bestest friend because of her.I use to steal money from my parents to recharge the balance of her and mine cellphone so that we could talk whole day.I spoiled a lot of money of my parents.one day she broke the relation with a silly cause and I had nothing to say.i lost my feeling I lost my kindness to other, now I feel like a dwelling soul, everymoments kill me when ever I think that what I have done.
For this things mom dad hates me now I know what the worse I did, but this board exam means me a lot to me it can bring a little smile on my parents’ face.if I losse this chance then I don’t know what gonna happen to me, I never asked for HELP from God, but for this !Oh God please help me!

Sometimes I feel happiness don’t suits me so I don’t enjoy anything , can’t smile from heart and I feel my heart have become a stone.I got a GF. She loves me a lot she belives me blindly but I can’t able to give her love from my frozen heart. I told her to leave away from me, but she told
 “if you can’t love someone or don’t want to love someone so what, can’t you give the right to someone to love you?”

Life always had choices, I wanted to prove best in myself the best in me, I thought I had choose the right way but I was not aware that the way I had choose is wrong actually.life is not as it looks like from out side , we need to got depth in it to understand.

I would like to say from my experience that.. when you will be In lot of pain don’t feel yourself a week, don’t break yourself and feel worse, but compare your pain with the people who are in more pain than you, then you will feel like that your pain is nothing and you will be able to find some way to sort out.
I don’t know what you people will feel after reading this, add some lines in the comments that you wanna say to me, abuse me or whatever you wanna say just write it, I wont get hurt.
These lines which always inspire me in my life.

"With a great power
A great responsibilities comes"

"In life we always have choices
do what you feel right
prove yourselves the best But.....
always choose the right way"

"Always remember , Exam is not something
to prove yourselves what you know
to prove yourselves what you know more than you know"