kajal majhi, kajal
Umm… today is the last day of March 2013 and it is surprising that three month of 2013 has been passed out like the days are bouncing over my head.

I had got two week of vacation and I thought to do and learn something new but, as usual by habit I have  started to do few things (which I am not going to tell here :) ) but after little latter I loose interest in that matter and I leave it. I don’t know why I am like this?

Well holidays are over now and have to get back into harassing summer days inside crowded bus & trains. Stinky smell of sweaty clothes (yuk), pale oily skin, and sever headache at the end of day. I hate to travel in day time during summer. Sometime I wish if the college would be just 5 mins aways from my place then no one would be more happy than mine to attend the classes, but life is not always that easy as we always dream to have and we lead yet.

Well I think now the Lakme gift hamper would be working for me which I have got from Indiblogger and I has kept it inside my drawer just like an useless item, but I think it’s the right time to use it, but I hope the expiry date is not over yet.  

On the recent survey  ,  about 90 percent of our nation’s women feel unsafe to travel alone in bus, train, metro, cab, auto etc , Even at broad daylight including school/college going girls, working women, and  home maker  excluding those who travel in private car with driver. There are couple of questions arises in my mind regarding Indian Systems, Indian Tradition and much more which are connected with this issue but let it go now, it would be discussed later.
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We often says that India is a male dominant country but it is not false that women are now at some  top positions and holding some top power in the nation, many of them are cabinet ministers, chief ministers at different states, chief of some political party and so on. But now will you still say that India is a male dominant country and every crime against women are happening because of this? I hope your answer would be to my side. If we flashback to some decades we see that women were never safe , it’s a country where goddess are worshiped but people see women with dirty view not only now but from ancient time .  We only get live feed and get to know about crimes and assaults around the nation because now media is developed but, at that time women were used face these too but there were no media or developed media to spread the news around. However  its not the point regarding the topic but I have added it.

Well… we always blame our government, police for every molests, assaults, murders etc and we demand justice from government. But I ask for whom do we want justice? For the victims or for the society or for our mentality which has been filled with a heap of dirt?  Let our government kill all those buggers who commits such disgusting act, so what?  The crime will stop? No, if one will quit then another one will begin, its our society which is filled with some dirty scraps , where somebody cleanse it and others keep throwing dirt in it. In most of the cases the culprits  mostly belongs to slums which lack of education, polite social behaviour and few other are prestigious person of society who feel proud of their power and status and think to do whatever they wish. 

Apart from molests , murder etc there are more violence things are done still now. Girl child are still being unwanted by many families, when a mother is pregnant they check the baby inside mother’s womb is a boy or girl and if they found its girl they kill her inside her mother’s womb or just after birth. She dies without any name, without any identity Why? Just Because she is a girl. Such an inhumanity.  And this is one of the strong reason of depleting sex ration at major part of this country.

Many boys try to find out girls’ contact number and when they succeed in finding they start to make prank calls, humiliating them with abusive messages, dirty words and much more and then they spread the contact numbers from once place to another, even I have found many boys have wrote  girls’ cell phone number at bus, train , and some public places , I don’t know why they do like this? If those bustards think that they can achieve the girls’ heart by doing like these then I am extremely sorry, they are wrong , more even their whole architecture of their mind is wrong. If someone want to achieve a girl’s heart, mind then be a real human being, be a real man. You need extreme courage and understanding to face it and to win someone’s heart.
You are born and brought into this beautiful world by a women, You love someone who is your world is a women, and you would have your child by a women, so, when women is always an important priority and important entity in everyone’s life, then why she always have to face violences? Why she will lead a life of fear? For what we call ourselves  humans?Yes we need soldiers inside every person not to fight at war, but to protect and respect every women.

She may be someone’s mother
She may be someone’s daughter,
She may be someone’s wife,
She may be someone’s dream,
and she may be someone’s life.
Feel her divinity in form of a mother
Feel her  blessings in form of a grandmother
Feel her care in form of a sister
Feel her warmth in form of a friend
Feel her faith , support in form of a lover
She is so sharing,
She is so melodious
She is so charming
She is a women

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 I am thinking, thinking and I am thinking :)

A weird road outside of our campus, I was riding my bicycle and went ahead few kilometers but didn't found its end. People says that it was the runway during second world war  

Loved this view, endless road between long trees on both the side and dim daylight :) 

It was a refreshing morning at early 5:30 AM. 

Men at work, a really hard labor. At Mid day 2:00PM when we take lunch under AC, take rest under our roof they are constructing road under bare sun light. I feel horrible to think about their life. 

Last night while I was lying on bed I was thinking about my strange, beautiful life.  I have never stayed at a single place yet. My Dad is working in C.I.S.F(Central Industrial Security Force) and after a gap of every three or four years he gets transfer to a different place somewhere which is supposed to  be very good or somewhere which is worst place than staying here right now,  that’s the difficult things I had to handle. Mom and dad knew that it will affect my studies so they tried their best to let me and mom stay at one place for few years but due to do different circumstances we had to move along with dad where he get posted.

kajal majhi, my life is strangeKnow what! Now I am 20 well grown :) at this age and yet I have been to six different places in six another states and studied at six different schools until I completed my higher secondary, which was good for me because, I learnt different languages and familiar with different culture and traditions. I made around a lot of friends and forgot many, it is the painful things I has to face is leaving those people with whom I am so close.

After every three years into a new place , new languages, new people, new environment is very weird at beginning but latter on I had to adjust in them. Though staying at same place is kinda boring sometime so, Although I had to stay apart from my close one, leaving behind my dark past,  It get me refreshed and arises some new hopes new way to live.